well well... today was somewhat upset cause of some matters in the office. got scolded again but then getting scolded is one thing but... well there is another factor which i do not wish to disclose here...
anyway after work i went over to yishun to only find out that there's no edge service today... omg... as such i decided to go bishan to check out my boss's condo as we going to have bbq session tomorrow at her condo pool side and i am the organiser. God please help me make it a successful one cause i need to win her trust back thru this... hmmm... well i am losing my trust everywhere anyway but i hope to redeem myself if i am given a chance. i see my weakness and the damage that i am doing which is all my selfish acts and inconsiderate behaviour but now i am watching whatever i am doing... hopefully i will slowly change ba...
anyway after surveying the area, i went to bishan dome for a drink and finally get to eat the brownie that i have been craving for 2 weeks... haha... i sat down listening to God's words (i was listening to Max Lucado's work on Finding Strength for your Struggles) where he will share some pointers with God's words. listened to it over and over again and for 3 hours i sat there listening... thereafter went down to J8 to walk walk and saw the youths there buying tickets to watch movie. haha... didn't really get to talk to them but i did say hi. anyway my mood wasn't there so.. yah... (i thought i just said i wanted to change? hmmm... well i guess it takes time ba... [excuses]) i went to the arcade to play a few games until my right arm was really tired (been a long time since i go in play games. haha...) after that, i went to watsons to do some shopping and headed home. oh yah... today i finally achieved fixing my rubik's cube in whole. lol... man i have been doing it for months... (with a break between) and the friends whom i influenced to play actually achieved it much earlier than me. hahaha...
anyway today wasn't a great day to start off and till mid but after the quiet time with God and God's word (courtesy of Max), i felt better. i guess i didn't save these words in my phone for nothing... it was meant for a day like today to listen to it. it really calms me down...
alright i have finished ranting. heh heh...
take care friends. oh yah... actually today felt like i dun really have friends whom i can share things with? cause as i was sitting down in bishan, i couldn't think of any friends whom i can call to come down... of course there are names whom i really wish to call them but i knew they will not come down accompany me also lah. well at least i know that there is always Jesus willing to keep me company ba. that's enough as long as i can feel Him around me when i needed a companion.
God bless all. ^^
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