warning letter...

yesterday was my off day and basically i didn't do much except stayed home and surf net, play game, edit video.

today go back to work, was a quiet day at work. not much people come today to open account and i got my warning letter from my officer. my manager was not around. when look at the warning letter, i got the hunch that i should really look out for a new job elsewhere. "此地不留人, 自有留人处" i will not say i am not at fault. in fact very true what was written about me were the mistakes i committed and i am not going to deny it. the way it was written, okie i sux. i really shouldn't be there and be a burden to her. i should leave.

my officer asked me if i am shocked to receive this letter. i wasn't. i expected it. however i am shocked about the way the manager wrote about me in the letter. the way she deems me as a good for nothing. haha... in her eyes i am worthless. i am sure if i ask my branch manager to write about me, it would be a totally different story. did i work differently under different people or showed different attitude to different people? i am not sure. either i have such split personality that whenever my manager come out, she see me do the wrong things and when she go in, i do right things or she has already placed her judgement on me. anyway i believed that as long as i do not do the things her way, i am deemed as never meet her expectations even if i am doing the right thing. *shrugs* tell me... how do you serve a queue fast and provide excellent customer service? customer service needs to talk lor... if i spend abit more time talking to customer, i will be deemed as slow... haha... how how? tell me leh...

the video i made, can't be played in the office. so disappointed... good thing i placed it in my PSP to show my officer at least they see something and i did do something about it and not just SAY only. humph! now i need to find a way to make it play in office... need to spend time searching again.

today got the chance to share my testimonial to Claudia and Lydia on the process of me being saved and the miracles God did in my life. though the session was short but it was really good and initially when they told me they want to know how i was saved, i was worried about how to go about telling them. but then that's too much to worry about cause the Holy Spirit will help me with it. =) Claudia is not saved yet but she was opened to what i share with her. Lydia is currently attending New Creation. both me and Lydia are considered new Christians cause we are still quite new. lol...

after work, went Bachata class at ADS. was late but didn't miss alot i suppose. haha... we learn more about hip movements, body movements and footworks. also covered left turn and right turn. after Bachata, we did some Rueda practice. when doing it slowly, i was able to grasp more of the Rueda moves. haha... after that cause too hungry so we went for some dinner before going down Union to dance.

At Union, we met some R4 seniors and we did our Rueda practice there. was good. also did Bachata and Salsa. Rachel aka SS was there and we danced the first dance today. lol... it was good ^^ practiced till about 12 then i hitch a ride from Prof Lau and Lily to go home. saved my cab fare. heehee...

overall tired but happy day despite the letter i received.
Hope to share more with Claudia on Jesus too. Heehee...
God bless!