~ ouchy weekend ~

friday after my night shift, i went down to imh's field cause the youths have a soccer match there and i am joining in. i was really sleepy though but still made it there awake. haha. even met the youths on the bus on my way there.

my performance for that day i guess can use the term "ball watching" to describe. though playing the striker position, i didn't really put in effort to win the ball over to attempt to attack. they would definitely do better if not because of me playing up front. after the end of the game, though they said i did well, i know it's just words to make me feel better but actually when i hear it, i felt worst. i would rather they tell me what mistake i made and what i should improve on instead of trying to console me with words. cause i know very well how i performed. i really appreciate people who tell me things that i need to change cause that's what i really want to hear. sometimes i deliberately do certain things hoping to find someone willing to help me to change or to tell me that i need to change but it's very very rare to find such a person. (i once found one who's helping me to change for the better but now no more)

anyway that day after the match, i went home to sleep and planning to go edge that evening but i overslept and hence didn't went down. i think i got 3 weeks never go edge already... haiz... i really miss the sermons and wondered how much i had missed out...

on sunday, i went for the morning service didn't sit thru everything cause i am going over to sentosa with my cousins. (anyway i have forfeited all my classes as i have failed my attendance, so now i am not attending any classes already until the next term) went tanning and played frisbie and beach volleyball till 7pm. i wasn't really active cause body still aching due to the soccer game on the previous day. so i did managed to cook myself quite abit. hahaha...

at night, my body was burning hot and it's starting to feel painful. applied aloe vera all over to cool it down (or so i was told it's supposed to cool myself down) slept early cause today on morning shift.

today woke up body still feeling painful because of the burnt. i was more like a cooked prawn though. i am red... when wearing the uniform, the abrasion caused more pain. feel like body tearing up like that. endured the whole day then now at home to cool my body down and minimise my movements hahaha... actually i am just plain lazy. =p

hopefully will get some healthy color after the cooked effect. =p
~ take care and God Bless ~