Thursday, May 24, 2007

~ ippt test tomorrow ~

well... tomorrow's my ippt test. getting a silver will mean an additional 200 into my pocket. woohoo.... but hor i still coughing at this point of time i am writing this post.

i would say i have improved from previously coughing until heart will be painful to now just slight coughing at times. hopefully after this post, i go sleep and tomorrow wake up will recover. heehee...

i am still contemplating if i should go all out and try to get silver or just get a pass so that i will not go back for a 1 week in camp remedial training... dun wanna go back there waste my time. i consider training inside a waste of time. of course not when i go back for my actual duties. that's worth my time.

well have to see how i perform for my static station first before considering if i should do my best for the 2.4km run cause if static station cannot get silver rating then no point running madly for my 2.4 also. hahaha... 6 rounds round the field... actually to me running 2.4 is really nothing... but to complete it within 12min (for a pass) or 11min20secs (for a siver), that would be a challenge for someone who hasn't been regularly exercising lately. hmmm...

my colleague told me to get an mc and dun run. well i know she's concerned about me and i do appreciate that but i think i am quite stubborn to heed it also. haha...

even if "she" tell me to get mc, i might not also but i can tell you if "she" tell me to get mc, i will be extremely happy cause at the very least "she" is still concerned for me as a friend. anyway i went to see a doc is also because "she" sorta told me to. if not i think i would be popping panadols till now. wahahaha....

okie i know you might be thinking i am hopeless... but in fact i am not. rather i am still quite hopeful in a way. hahaha... i still hold on to a hope at least and i will never lose hope because i still have a Lord who is faithful. in Him there is always hope. Amen. so now i hope i will be well to do my best tomorrow morning. Amen!

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